i miss class. i miss qionging tutorials. i miss lectures. i miss recess. i miss pe. i miss the school uniform. i miss taking the 985 early in the morning.

hehe. anyway. think i've been playing too much the last few days and spending waay too much money. i haven't touched homework since the last day of work. and i haven't done anything except window-shop, watch movies, hang out with friends. wow. haha. i'm off to malaysia on thursday though. good time to clear my head and retreat to the kampong. haha. i'm going to hug my little cousins to death.

it was a pretty good day. but don't know how depression manages to set in. guess it feels so second-nature. lol. how do you fully enjoy yourself when you keep letting your mind control you.

why do you always feel so discontented with your life when it's you who won't fight for what you want?

why do you always envy others when you don't put your feet out to make life the way you want it?

why do you let yourself stand defeated when in your heart, you know you can win this?

step out, step out, step out.. don't let the world consume you..