Yesterday night before I slept, I told Him, "I don't want to be angry at You tomorrow."

In the morning, I managed to open up my hardenned heart. With that decision, I could be thankful for the things that I was given, give praise for all the little things that can be so easily overlooked. I told Him, I was sorry, please cleanse me again, I don't want to miss out on the things You are doing. A sudden change in the atmosphere, I could feel it in my spirit-man, He brought my spirit-man to another place, a place with waterfalls and flowing rivers. He loves me and I knew it.

I added 2 prayer requests to my initially empty prayer book. He reminded me of that verse in it again and again today, "'Til now you have asked Me nothing..." The reason why I was stuck in my cycle, the reason why my heart grew resentful and bitter, because, I had asked Him for nothing. I missed Your voice in my ear.

Nicholas and I took Pastor's word and we started reading the Bible together today. Our first chapter was full of names and laughter as we sought to figure out our rusty biblical knowledge. So dear, who was Israel again, Isaac or Jacob, and how many sons did he have? Lol.

I'm really thankful that you were willing to talk with me today, to try to understand, and I really appreciate all the little changes you tried to make later on in the evening. I'm sorry I kind of ruined it with the whole phone saga and all, I'll try and fix the problem tomorrow alright?

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Just something random because I'm getting really bored of drawing tiny circles for V&P like these..

WILL GO BLIND OKAY DOING THIS. NO WONDER MY DEGREE INCREASED.

Right, the random bits of information.

1. I went to enrol for driving lessons on Saturday. And after an excruciating 45 minutes which was spent reading 'Al Capone Does My Shirts', it was finally my turn. And the most annoying thing was that.. I failed my eyesight test. GAH. So I waited 45minutes to do a 5 minute eyesight test which I failed. Brilliance. I got scolded by Nicholas for that.

2. Because of my failed eye test, I visited the optician to make sure my eyes were really gone and not because of other weird reasons. My degree apparently rose by 50 degrees (which explains why I can't see with contacts, contacts were under-prescribed by about 50 deg from my spectacle's deg, which made it 100 deg inaccurate during the test.) I'm getting new dark chocolate spectacles on Friday.

3. My doctor was in today (Sunday's) Straits Times Hot Bods section. LOL LOL LOL. I laughed my arse off. My parents were commenting that Dr. Gavin looked a little like Nicholas. HAHAHAHAHA no he does not.