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Shall I part my hair behind? Do I dare to eat a peach?
I shall wear white flannel trousers, and walk upon the beach.
I have heard the mermaids singing, each to each.

I do not think that they will sing to me.
I have seen them riding seaward on the waves
Combing the white hair of the waves blown back
When the wind blows the water white and black.

We have lingered in the chambers of the sea
By sea-girls wreathed with seaweed red and brown
Till human voices wake us, and we drown.

- The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock, by T.S Elliot.

but love without pain isn't really romance.
You Make Me Smile
Thursday, October 28, 2010 /12:18 AM


Friday night at Qinny's 21st with the Crescentians, Aloha Changi:




Monday night at Bobby's, CHIJMES, to celebrate Qinny's actual 21st, a night of pool & margaritas with sugar (instead of salt!) on the rim!




Went for morning class today, then headed off to Bugis MRT to meet C. I managed to catch him on the train itself so he didn't have to alight! We walked to Downtown East where he introduced Fish & Co Express! The burger was really good (better than Mac's Filet-O-Fish!) and at a really nice student price of $4.50.


I hung out at his place all afternoon. I made myself comfortable on his bedroom floor while he just sat beside me watching me type for awhile, hahah, until I shoo-ed him back to the table to do his math. He did 3 questions then came down to the floor again. Haha!


So our usual routine: nua and talk. It's amazingly enjoyable, and time passes way too fast when we do this. Soon, I had to leave for BS, and have I mentioned how mega cute and amazing his parents are!! His dad is so jovial and so easy to get along with. Haha, he keeps insisting I should stay for dinner one day and try his cooking! I think I would gladly, one day! :) Anyway, C sent me back to Pasir Ris, this time he wasn't abashed about holding my hand or hugging me in public.


Anyway, I know I am gushing on about C, but I guess this is how it is always like when you first like somebody, and get involved with someone. It really reminds me of what the Bible talks about, the 'first love'. There was a time when love was simple, innocent, and at its purest form, when you just wanted to be with that someone special for as long and as much as you can! When the sparks in a relationship or marriage die out, we always must remember to look back at moments like these that started it all. The characteristics that brought you two together. The joy you felt just being with a person. What made you fall in love? Remember them!! And recreate them everytime the sparks die.


C was telling me I should introduce him some songs, so I sent him this song by Uncle Kracker: Smile. Because that's what he does, he makes me smile like the sun, dizzy in my head, forget how to breathe... yes, he makes me smile all the time.




I also sent him Bruno Mars - Just the Way You Are. Because he makes that song real for me. He always tells me he likes me the natural way I am - the eccentricities, the quirks, when I'm in PJs, uncombed hair and spectacles. It's the most blissful kind of love a man can offer.


"I'm grateful to have found someone who's so loving, who has such appealing unique character that intrigues me all the time and who generates so much attraction flux.."


He wanted to match his expression of feelings in a song as well... Can you compare & contrast how different our tastes in music are. Hahaha.




Next time when love fails me, I want to be able to look back at posts like these, and remember that there are definitely moments when such blissful, ignorant love exist. Because they do, and sometimes we just need to keep looking. The answer might be right under our noses.


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